May 29th

It is so strange, Last year I saw my brother at his graduation and this year I see him being his best friends groomsmen at his wedding. The ceremony was spectacular. Right on the lake and her dress looked like it was out of a fairy tale. The little white chairs, and the pink and lavender colored flowers made it look so simple and elegant. I miss my brother.

May26th- a Thursday

Yesterday, we just talked :)

This might help you fall asleep.

:)

May 25th- a wednesday

I have never seen him sick or be in pain before. I dont like it at all. All I can think about is him, and how I want to do everything I can to make it better. I would stay up all night just to make sure that if he wakes up I would be there to hold him. He isn't dying, and will get better soon. But watching someone you care so much about feel the slightest bit of pain, you feel it too and you will do everything you physically and possibly can for them. Travis, you know if you need anything, Il be over in a heartbeat.

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I want kisses on my back. I want kisses on my cheeks. I want to wrap my legs around you. I want to lie in bed all day, just you and I. Just sheets and us. I want to fall in love. Just once. Just you

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I love you for now for what we've already shared. and I love you now in anticipation of whats to come. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I miss you already, but Im sure in my heart that you'll be with me always. In the days I spent with you, you became my dream.