Im tired of people telling me what to do - my parents. FUCK OFF this is my life not yours, don't worry about what I do. I shouldn't have to come home when they are ready to go to bed, and don't feel like waiting up for me anymore. I feel like I ruin some nights for my friends because they have to drag me around and wait for me to go home so they can come back and have fun. Its not as much fun for me either because I have to be checking the time and worrying. It drives me crazy, I want to just not come home sometimes. Which isn't a good solution I know. but I want to feel that sense of freedom and carelessness as my friends do. It sucks, I wish we didnt have cell phones, that way my parents could never contact me and tell me to come home. They just hoped to God that I was safe and would be home when they woke up. Im not a bad person, I go out with the same guy every night, and usually meet up with same people. Why is it so hard for them to just say to me that they trust me and understand that they want me live my life and have fun. Im starting to get into the prime of my lifetime, and it's supposed to be the best time of my life. I respect my parents and I know they love me and just want me to be safe, and I sometimes forget how lucky I am to have parents that care about me so much. But sometimes it would be nice if they could just let me go.