Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Things that bother me-
when my sister uses my sink
when my eyes feel tired
when there is nothing to do except eat
when nothing is on TV and you have watched every movie on Demand
when all your music is annoying
when my dad wont take me driving, his reasons are stupid
when my hair is being gay
when people write dumb captions on their pictures
how I procrastinate
when your so tired you cant fall asleep
when you finally get into bed and get comfy, then you realize you have to pee.
when I have shit to do but don't do it.
when movies arent scary, the characters are just dumb.
how I cant drive yet
fuck
when my sister uses my sink
when my eyes feel tired
when there is nothing to do except eat
when nothing is on TV and you have watched every movie on Demand
when all your music is annoying
when my dad wont take me driving, his reasons are stupid
when my hair is being gay
when people write dumb captions on their pictures
how I procrastinate
when your so tired you cant fall asleep
when you finally get into bed and get comfy, then you realize you have to pee.
when I have shit to do but don't do it.
when movies arent scary, the characters are just dumb.
how I cant drive yet
fuck
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Not cool. I fell out of bed last night and slammed my hand on the table. Pretty sure I fucked it up. The lyrics at the begining of the song "This" by Darius Rucker when hes like " got a baby girl sleeping in the bedroom, her momma laughin my arms, there's a sound of rain on the rooftops and the games about to start" I want to be him. That sounds Ideal.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Hi zoe, I miss you lots. Today you got me thinking about summer, its pretty soon. Thanks for the birthday thing on your blog, it was AWWWEEESOMMME. You should have come to Calgary and partied with me :( but no. Stupid Canada Cup. Anyways, I noticed some Brad Paisley, I must say I am proud of your musical shift. I have one second left of battery power so peace bbbbbbb gerl oox.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Saturday, February 5, 2011
In a way, Today is my last day as an innocent teenager. Clean record, not capable of doing much damage in society, and not fully capable of making big decisions without my parents.
I can't tell if that's a good thing or not, Im not turning 25 tomorrow, Im not getting married this year, and Im not graduating university. But I am turning 17. It's my last year before Im adult. That seems weird because I love being young, I don't plan my future, I don't even plan for tomorrow. 18 is going to come faster than I think. Im going to take advantage of this year, and do as much as I can, because when Im 45 I want to look back and remember this year as one of the best years of my life.
I can't tell if that's a good thing or not, Im not turning 25 tomorrow, Im not getting married this year, and Im not graduating university. But I am turning 17. It's my last year before Im adult. That seems weird because I love being young, I don't plan my future, I don't even plan for tomorrow. 18 is going to come faster than I think. Im going to take advantage of this year, and do as much as I can, because when Im 45 I want to look back and remember this year as one of the best years of my life.
Im tired of people telling me what to do - my parents. FUCK OFF this is my life not yours, don't worry about what I do. I shouldn't have to come home when they are ready to go to bed, and don't feel like waiting up for me anymore. I feel like I ruin some nights for my friends because they have to drag me around and wait for me to go home so they can come back and have fun. Its not as much fun for me either because I have to be checking the time and worrying. It drives me crazy, I want to just not come home sometimes. Which isn't a good solution I know. but I want to feel that sense of freedom and carelessness as my friends do. It sucks, I wish we didnt have cell phones, that way my parents could never contact me and tell me to come home. They just hoped to God that I was safe and would be home when they woke up. Im not a bad person, I go out with the same guy every night, and usually meet up with same people. Why is it so hard for them to just say to me that they trust me and understand that they want me live my life and have fun. Im starting to get into the prime of my lifetime, and it's supposed to be the best time of my life. I respect my parents and I know they love me and just want me to be safe, and I sometimes forget how lucky I am to have parents that care about me so much. But sometimes it would be nice if they could just let me go.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Carling my dear, enjoy this because I don't actually like writing. My life isn't interesting enough to sound intellectually brilliant and leave someone's mind profoundly blown and thought provoked. So bare with me.
Today I slept in and then kind of woke up but that's only because I was having a dream where I was drowning in an elevator.
I specifically put a dream catcher right above my bed because I seem to be having odd dreams that take away from me actually getting sleep at night. I can fully tell you that dream catchers do not work.
I tried painting my nails this morning but it failed because I can't do my opposite hand. Also, yesterday when I ate shit on a lane rope it occurred to me that my ninja, really is me just falling with a noise.
Is it a bad thing that I don't have goals.... I have ideas of what I want in the future, but I don't write down things I will achieve by a certain date. I know what I want at this very second, but knowing what I want 5 months from now is just stupid. Why would people waste time on goals, they are expectations which lead you to fail by over thinking your success.
Im kind of worried that the amount of alcahol that I consume tomorrow will be a problem. Im stoked.
One arm walked in and was all "mah im hot" no your not.
Sharpie Tums would be the worst combination ever, just licking it made my head hurt.
pee time.
Today I slept in and then kind of woke up but that's only because I was having a dream where I was drowning in an elevator.
I specifically put a dream catcher right above my bed because I seem to be having odd dreams that take away from me actually getting sleep at night. I can fully tell you that dream catchers do not work.
I tried painting my nails this morning but it failed because I can't do my opposite hand. Also, yesterday when I ate shit on a lane rope it occurred to me that my ninja, really is me just falling with a noise.
Is it a bad thing that I don't have goals.... I have ideas of what I want in the future, but I don't write down things I will achieve by a certain date. I know what I want at this very second, but knowing what I want 5 months from now is just stupid. Why would people waste time on goals, they are expectations which lead you to fail by over thinking your success.
Im kind of worried that the amount of alcahol that I consume tomorrow will be a problem. Im stoked.
One arm walked in and was all "mah im hot" no your not.
Sharpie Tums would be the worst combination ever, just licking it made my head hurt.
pee time.
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
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