Im tired of people telling me what to do - my parents. FUCK OFF this is my life not yours, don't worry about what I do. I shouldn't have to come home when they are ready to go to bed, and don't feel like waiting up for me anymore. I feel like I ruin some nights for my friends because they have to drag me around and wait for me to go home so they can come back and have fun. Its not as much fun for me either because I have to be checking the time and worrying. It drives me crazy, I want to just not come home sometimes. Which isn't a good solution I know. but I want to feel that sense of freedom and carelessness as my friends do. It sucks, I wish we didnt have cell phones, that way my parents could never contact me and tell me to come home. They just hoped to God that I was safe and would be home when they woke up. Im not a bad person, I go out with the same guy every night, and usually meet up with same people. Why is it so hard for them to just say to me that they trust me and understand that they want me live my life and have fun. Im starting to get into the prime of my lifetime, and it's supposed to be the best time of my life. I respect my parents and I know they love me and just want me to be safe, and I sometimes forget how lucky I am to have parents that care about me so much. But sometimes it would be nice if they could just let me go.

Carling my dear, enjoy this because I don't actually like writing. My life isn't interesting enough to sound intellectually brilliant and leave someone's mind profoundly blown and thought provoked. So bare with me.
Today I slept in and then kind of woke up but that's only because I was having a dream where I was drowning in an elevator.
I specifically put a dream catcher right above my bed because I seem to be having odd dreams that take away from me actually getting sleep at night. I can fully tell you that dream catchers do not work.
I tried painting my nails this morning but it failed because I can't do my opposite hand. Also, yesterday when I ate shit on a lane rope it occurred to me that my ninja, really is me just falling with a noise.
Is it a bad thing that I don't have goals.... I have ideas of what I want in the future, but I don't write down things I will achieve by a certain date. I know what I want at this very second, but knowing what I want 5 months from now is just stupid. Why would people waste time on goals, they are expectations which lead you to fail by over thinking your success.
Im kind of worried that the amount of alcahol that I consume tomorrow will be a problem. Im stoked.
One arm walked in and was all "mah im hot" no your not.
Sharpie Tums would be the worst combination ever, just licking it made my head hurt.

pee time.

Going through a wolf phase.

tent in a tree, life goal